Geez, it sure is hard to keep up with a blog when you’re at work all day and then you come home and feel guilty using your brother’s dial-up because he’s secretly been cursing you to get out of the house for weeks now.  Good news for him.  I’m moving into my extended stay hotel suite on Friday.  It won’t be the most comfortable place to live, but at least I can give my family a little space to raise baby Dylan on their own.  I still get him on the weekends though .  And the hotel has cheap wireless internet, but my wonderful luck made it so that my powercord to my laptop is somewhere in the depths of my storage trailer and the battery died in 2000 or 2001.  Who knows if it’ll even turn on anymore.  It’s been on it’s deathbed for quite sometime.  I won’t be able to survive without the internet.  Especially when it comes to finding a better job.  So………..does anyone wanna help me get a new computer?  Ha ha ha!!!  Kidding.  I’ll get one when I can afford one, but by the looks of things, that’s litterally years down the road.

Yeah, I got hired as an Environmental Health and Safety Specialist and was promoted to the Regional Lead of Northern California with one other guy.  The thing they didn’t bother to tell us was that the jobs would never become permanent.  Well that’s lovely.  I desperately need health insurance so I’ve got to find something else.  At least I was blessed with a Mom who helps me as much as she possibly can.  I know I’ll find something else, but I want to hang onto this job (for as long as I can stand it) because I at least need the teensy bit of money I get from it.

For anyone who’s wondering; Dylan is doing excellent!  He’s practically eating non-stop today.  Must be a growth spurt.  He’s awake and alert a lot more than before and I am feeling like a natural with the whole Auntie thing.  I used to be terrified that I’d break him, but now i’m totally comfortable handling him.  I picked out several pictures I wanted, but Scott hasn’t emailed them to me yet.  If he’d ever get around to that, I’ll be posting them on my site.  I’ll be sad to leave him this week, but I know that I’ll be seeing him at least every week or so.

As far as the rest of my life, men suck.  My boyfriend has completely ignored me since my birthday last week (and yes even ON that day when I was with him).  Guess he’s doing that whole a–hole thing that guys do so you’ll dump them first.  Fine by me.  He was never my type anyway.  Just have to go get my stuff out of his apartment and then it’s on to the next chapter life has for me.   Hopefully I can find something to be happy about for a change.  That’s all I’ve ever really wanted.  Love and personal happiness